Welcome 2012!!

Wow, what a 2011 this was!!

I look back at it and cry, laugh and smile all at the same time. It has been a very trying year. We all have to remember that no matter how bad of a year it was we all have gotten through it. My new years resolution is to be more assertive and proactive towards things I want. I have sat around my whole life and let things come to me, I never really had to work to get the things I have. Well, work as in do anything I wouldn't do.

This year, I am creating my own path and to get the things I want I must do the things I wouldn't ordinarily do.

I will be moving in 2012, out of the south..thank god! I have committed, believe it or not, for the first time ever to a man who I see is worth committing to forever. I have rerouted my life to Savannah and now we are off to our new location. It will be different for him and I. We have no friends or family there and on top of all of this, its an Airforce base! Much smaller and out of his element, he's in the Army. We're both entering a different phase, he says I'm his longest relationship, we've had a dog longer than he's ever had one, we're both homeowners now,etc. I never knew how strong I was until I met him. The Army has intruded multiple times in our relationship, our lives in general. I'm forced to go to events, forced to stay in Savannah during the holidays, forced to have Josh leave because of deployments. I have never been the one to let another person or entity dictate my life until now. It's so hard to get use to this life, the perks are great but there are a great amount of downs, felt especially in 2011.

I have also made the resolution to upload new videos on youtube, atleast once a week. I have cut my hair off mainly because I have texlaxed, and half of my hair is curly and the other is straight. Two more trims and my entire hair should be texlaxed. I'm excited especially since I'm moving to a humid climate (more humid than Georgia!)and texlaxed hair should be less maintaince (we shall see). It's definetely a lot less tangled, that's for sure.  I started texlaxing in Oct 2010 so this journey should come to an end in 2012! Finally!

We shall see what this new year has to offer. I'm excited, scared and happy all at once for these new adventures! Til  then I'll be watching the twilight zone marathon on the sci-fi channel, my annual nye/new years ritual!

Have a Happy New Year Everyone!